"Indifference is the strongest force in the universe. It makes everything it touches meaningless. Love and hate don't stand a chance against it. " - Joan Vinge, The Snow Queen
I'm not sure what this quote means really but Love conquers all things even when you don't belive that it can. I know this for a fact love changes a person... i guess you kind of have to be there to go threw it all and understand what i mean by that.
I know i just posted a journal entry but i feel pushed to write today for what reason i am not sure. It's like i have a million things running threw my mind and don't know how to quite get them out. I was thinking about how my life has changed due to what that quote said. It's been long and hard and you know ... i made it threw the love and the hate.. nothing in life is meaningless, it is all meant to happen for a reason and if you don't understand that reason at that point and time... it may take a while but it will come to you.... but anyways i'm blabing because i'm bored in class and well i hate math so i really don't want to do any of it plus i can't find my folder. I have about 15min left of class and well... yeah...lol. So yeah have fun reading this i sound like a complete dork.. but like i said before a million things are running threw my mind... mostly about my wife.
I'm really sad that noone had any advice for my last post...because I'm a mess! I don't know what to do anymore, I thought I had everything under control but now I can't even sleep because I'm thinking about him. It's really tearing me up inside because I don't know what to do: keep my mouth shut and just be friends with him or tell him and hope for the best. I'm pretty sure he'll turn me down, but at least he'll know and I won't have to carry this huge weight around. I have never felt this way about anyone before and I hate myself for falling for him but I just can't help it. I could really use some advice right about now....
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